Sometimes we're obsessed with something we "fear" in that we always feel like we need to be on top of things if at all possible. That might be it, but I think you'll realize in time what the issue is.

What I really wanted to say, though, moonkin, is that I've watched you grow soooooo much in self-assessment and insight these last months, and it's been such a cool thing to watch.

I don't know if you're aware of that yourself, but it's really cool and I wanted to tell you that. Thank you for letting us watch you "grow".

KD