Dear T,

That was very timely indeed! Who would have known that you would offer that, and that the amount now meets the budget I have set for this month, and means that I can still see you twice a week, like I want to. I really appreciate you respecting our work, my work, in that way.

I also really appreciate your words today. I heard them. Take what we can have together and really run with it. You do it because you can, because we have both worked hard to find out what works, what I need. It is there because we have worked on building that as a base. That is is there in this way, as long as I need it, I guess as long as I want it. That the mother bird won't push out the young when/if she realises that they can't fly.

I like that.

I also liked making that game up with you today. Maybe we could do more of that. It meant that we had to really interact. I needed that. I am glad that we didn't push looking at your notes. I am glad and thankful that you made them. Really, and it may come back up if it is important. Like today's writing did. It just felt right to bring that and share that, and I am so very pleased that I did.

I think I have come a long way. When we first started, I never would have told you I was hot. Maybe one day I will even be able to say more than just "hot"!! I never would have been able to suggest a game, let alone make one up for us to play. I never would have wanted to look you in the eye, let alone achieve it for about 3 seconds.

So, thank you so very much, and yes, I will try to sit with everything and not worry.