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Old Apr 25, 2017, 04:23 PM
colorsofthewind12 colorsofthewind12 is offline
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I am really confused as to whether I should continue seeing my current T.

We bonded well initially and in general things could be going well for a couple of weeks and then every so often I feel very misunderstood. Lately, I am feeling that he is frustrated and bored by my lack of progress(yawns during session, gets visibly irritated).

I am also feeling frustrated(so I am not just projecting) and feeling stuck by my very slow progress

For the most part, I really like him and respect him (even though I am not feeling that now) but is that enough?

I wonder if my lack of progress is because of me not trying hard enough or if it's because of our pairing especially since this therapist came highly recommended and apparently is very successful with complex cases. But I am not seeing that. It makes me feel even more ****** and confirms my own belief that I am "unfixable" and too damaged to be helped.

I am just someone who is concerned as I am investing a lot(time, energy, money) into this therapy.

I am feeling incredibly lost and hopeless.
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