Jay Jacks,
I am definitely Bipolar with all the classic symptoms. I respond well to medication and actually have a savings account, lol.

To understand Bipolar I actually researched NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder.) The two disorders parallel with many of the same symptoms. I was amazed at how much denial I had.

Looks like you have received some great advice here and I hope that you continue to pursue your answers. Remember to be kind to yourself.