Not being rude here but that is not what happened I didn't actually tell them about the meds part I told them I was really scared and why and all of that stuff but not the meds thing because I didn't think that part was any of their business so to be clear as far as my pdoc knows I never refused meds. I am still undecided about if I want meds or not but I haven't told anyone that. I am supposed to see my T soon.