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I was more the "binge" type of drinker myself. for me that made it so easy to deny I had any type of problem for a long time.
to be sure...i started off self medicating when my insides exploded at about 14 and I thought i was literally losing my mind. but long time use mixed with those wonderful genetics caused it to become a problem. I have a HIGHLY addictive and compulsive personality.
of course I'm not telling you that it is like this for you. only you would know.
just posting out of experience and concern. if you DO think it's a problem ....well it never goes away
wishing you the best!
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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