I've had similar issues with my pdoc. I keep feeling so up and down and she's just like, "I don't what else we can do" and it's frustrating af! It's like, fix me! You went to med school, give me something else, just do something! And in the meantime you have to suffer. I'm glad that you are at least still trying and that you are contact with your t. I'm hopeful that can at least help somewhat. But don't give up on yourself. It's always so hard to see, but it does get better if you keep trying. I'm sorry you're dealing with this. Please take care of yourself.