Yesterday I had a car tire blow out. My mom agreed to let me buy another one using one of her credit cards. My tire was ordered from a shop. Today I pay for it with mom's credit card. Later she called me and said the credit card had never been used....that I could come pick it up and just keep it (I had took it and dropped it off at her house). I told her ok thanks. Now I'm having anxiety. What if I get manic and start spending??! An emergency card would be good but I'm super nervous. I deal with mania in the spring and summer even while on meds. I want to trust myself but I also "remember" where I am on the bipolar one spectrum. I need to pray and think this out.