Yep I can understand that. And the still falling too. Its a live and learn kind of thing...I think its so hard sometimes because you dont want to lose ( for lack of a better word) essence of who you are in the learning either. HOpe that makes sense?

I feel its always up and down for me to give support here. Its not that I dont want to, just hard to with things going on. Doesnt mean I dont love you guys or dont want to give ya support and love and all that. I just feel I dont have any to give at the time.. or some days I feel to stupid to know what to say or do for you.

I love all of you... I just want you to know that.
PC