But what is a friend online? I previously thought I had friends, but when I needed a friend the most there was no one. Sometimes I just couldn't face going online and contacting them. What if I lose the courage to come on here?

I already feel ashamed about that new thread, because the problem was really small, and... Nobody tells me if I did the right thing or not, and there's just a vacuum (aside from you and another person). And I know too well the state of shouting into the void of the Internet.

Anyway, my mom's job is still there. The rumors were apparently quite exaggerated. A little bit burnt down and everything else just smells burny.