Why can't I talk to you about suicidal thoughts? I told you yesterday, it's like I need to show you only the good stuff.
Sometimes I just stick to negativity and sui thoughts because I want you to care more. But then when I'm there it's not showing. I want a reaction out of you. You don't work that way I guess. But I can't help it. I'm tired being this grown up with the pokerface. Or being grown up in general.