Thank you Subtle_Lights, my T just said the same thing: talk with her. but i dont feel i can do it. i know how it would go. we would talk and talk hardly saying anything at all and then i would only feel worse. it happened many times in the past and i dont want to put her and me in that position again. i have given up talking with her about my feelings or thoughts. and i hate it when she does talk to me about hers. i guess im going to wait until these feelings will pass. cause they will pass, right?