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Apr 26, 2017, 10:01 AM
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Bill3
You give many reasons why you do not want to tell her. What reasons (if any) might there be that you would want to tell her?
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Okay, I guess there is a tiny part of me that still craves that acknowledgement that things happened in our family. And those things damaged me. I don't like that we ignore that my brother was a drug addict who used to beat me up and tried to molest me once, and yet he gets treated better than I do. We pretend he never did those things and doesn't have any forgiveness to seek.
So, I guess there is part of me that is upset that she asked what happened to me, like she doesn't know, because she was there and chooses to ignore what happened in the past. I'm not asking for us to have a big talk about it, but maybe I felt it was insensitive of her to ask?
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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