I really might have a serious issue, but I'm not sure about what's actually going on. I get paranoid and delusional thoughts which I know are not normal or real, but for some reason I cannot get them out of my mind. Even though when I tell my own self zillion times, that it's a total ******** and I can't even think this way, I can't make these thoughts dissappear and they bother me until the point when I feel like I going crazy. I know I can't share these thoughts with anyone and I know it's totally mad and I fear of being really sick which only causes more and more anxiety and compulsive thoughts. Am I really insane or is it just a part of anxiety? Pls help!