So in the morning I got notified that I didn't have any work today either. I managed to steer myself into a mood for music. But right now, in the evening, I'm checking my work email, and there's a message from my controller, with instructions that make me want to leave and in general I feel angry and frustrated by them, because I don't care about this field and don't want to learn more about it. Essentially, she's telling me to study our guidelines, which are arbitrary and confusing. Aside from angering me, it also means a lot of additional, frustrating effort for very little pay, because that's a project for about $10, and I know that I'm not going to get done with it today, since it'll take me some time to overcome my frustration...

Things that help: hitting something rhythmically or turning the music to full blast and singing at the top of my voice. Also food.

How's your day?