Very much in agreement with those who are pointing out how the BPD diagnosis can exacerbate EVERYTHING else you are experiencing, honey--the cycling, the anxiety, all of it--and vice versa.

Also agree that this seems all the MORE reason for your pdoc to pay attention to your calls and requests for appointments and assistance. I am seriously and literally smh.

And I am SO sorry for your suffering. Can't tell you enough how I wish I could climb right through the internet and help.

I too have a cost issue with getting help and all I can say about that (besides the fact that it is just morally WRONG) is hang in there, hang in there, hang in there.

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU, SWEETIE--