I am speechless at your kindness. It's funny how we don't see ourselves the same as other people see us....

The most I ever come up with for myself is "maybe I'm not a bad person"....(thanks for the great upbringing parents!)

Anyway....it was just a whiny post on the fact that I just thought I would be magically healed...I guess that was me just thinking about my own self, which I shouldn't be doing as I put value on others over myself....

Thank you again...