art T,
I was looking forward to group this week. Really.

But it was desastrous tonight. I cannot even say why. I'm so out of touch with myself.

I don't think being part of this group is good for me nor is it good for the group. It was so obvious that people couldn't cope with me being unconsolable and sobbing without really wanting to. At the same time being stroppy and fed up with all of this.
Heck, I couldn't really cope with all my crying myself. Still can't. and if you're honest, you were a bit clueless what to do as well - whether to focus on me as an individual or on the group as a whole.

in pain,
c_r