well... diagnosis really is important for me to get disability currently... because the disability people are giving me the run around and listing some kind of bogus diagnosis that i dont know where they are getting from... they dont even have ptsd on the form and i know ptsd is the biggest thing for me...
yeah i think gabapentin withdrawals not helping...

but as for diagnosis for me personally.. its not as important.. just getting better is...
its just important to me right now because i NEED this disability or else im not gonna be able to survive much longer... im living off of my dad and he is giving me hell up one end in down the other day in and out all the time now and the negativity in this house is making all of my mental issues worse... so i just need to get the disability so i can have more options.. atleast the ability to get a tent and pay for my own water and food and live in the backyard away from the drama...

im feeling really depressed again... i miss my friend