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Originally Posted by AmandaBroken
I won't say I approve of you giving a person hints on cutting deeper. That is careless and reckless. You hold another person's life in your hand. What would you have thought if she did and she died? Self-Harm is never right. But I understand the need to cut. I am a cutter. But I do my best not to encourage others to cut. It's dangerous and habit forming and although there are times I need it I would never encourage others to do it.
I think it may be best if you and she kept some distance. This is a toxic relationship at least from your part, based on what you said. Are you seeing a Counselor/Psychiatrist? If you aren't you need to go back. You need professional help and you need it now.
I am willing to talk to you if you like. Feel free to PM me and we can talk or we can do a Private Chat.
Amanda
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I honestly don't know how I'd feel. I don't want her to die and I talk to her about safety, but a really sick and twisted part of me wants to ruin her so I can feel bad about ruining her. I don't know how to explain it better.
I agree that it is toxic, but she's the best friend I have, and I'm the best friend she has (she told me that). I wish I could somehow fix our friendship so it still had all the great stuff, but none of the toxic stuff.
I used to see a therapist, but I quit. I've been thinking about going back to therapy, but the waitlists are insanely long! The last time I had to wait SEVEN months... and none of my therapists have ever taken my problems seriously. I get good grades, so obviously I can't have any real problems.
