I wish I could help too, but I'm in a similar situation. I live with my parents too, only I don't have a job. I hate living here and want to get away but I can't, just living here is a trigger. When I was around 15 my family moved from Indiana where I had most of the rest of my family and lots of friends, to New York where I had nothing and it was the start of my depression. I've been trying to pull myself back up for around 15 years now after losing the only job I ever had, but it's been no use I can't seem to do it. My parents have just sat around and watched me rot away, so I don't really know what's left to try.

I really hope you can find your way out of this, I know just how miserable depression can be so I really hope you can beat this. It may not be much, but if you ever want to chat with anyone you can send me a message, I'm always looking for new people to talk to.