I've now had two friends who've told me to go to hospital and go to the psych ward! I f**king can't do that because it would be too much stress on my mum who is very ill herself plus can't leave my four cats alone! No one seems to ever understand me!
Yes I've stopped taking my Quetiapine and yes I'm having issue like not sleeping, feeling promiscuous, pressured speech, wanting to run around naked, believing I'm growing wings to fly, not caring about real life things, feeling untouchable, invisible to people who don't matter that should matter, body shaking with so much energy, feeling energy in everything I touch, seeing and hearing things like my dead fiancé (female) and my purple dragon friend, head all of sudden feels as light as a feather then my head inside goes round so fast I get butterflies in my stomach, and I'm starting to have visions when I close my eyes of people's faces melting off their skulls. But I'm fine and don't need to go anywhere except stay in my own home with my cats.
What do you think?
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