I'm emotionally numb now. Have been for days. I don't know if it's because I've been sick and am still not fully recovered, or if it's because I've lost hope of life ever being anything close to enjoyable again.
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
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