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Old Dec 02, 2007, 10:01 PM
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First please tell me if this post is out of place. I don't want to bring anyone down, or to be annoying, or not follow the rules, etc.

I just felt like I needed some outlet is all.

I hate this... for a while I've just been gliding on as normal... but normal is just so lifeless. A while back a month or two I really felt upset about things... but lately and for a while... I've just been going through the motions. I don't feel especially happy, I'm not gushing tears. I cant even remember the last time I cried.
Sometimes it just feels so numb. I hate feeling that way. I miss having fun at something.
I feel like I'm always just putting up a facade in front of everyone I see... "How are you today?" "Good, you?"
I'm again.. not sure why I'm even posting this, sorry if I'm bothering anyone.
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