My first thought was trying to work online or over the phone from home for a company like Apple. My second thought is you need your meds tweaked or another antipsychotic. The voices and thoughts should not be running your life. For me I know certain places are triggering to me enough to make me nervous about attending but not enough not to go. You need to be at least at that level. I would call your dr in the morning.
My last thought is do you have to work? Intensive outpatient or partial hospitalization maybe a good option for you while trying to get meds figured out.