I didn't get to hear from tara yesterday.

but it's okay.. I know she spent the afternoon at voice lessons, she emailed me today anyway with some lovely piano music and to tell me she had a lovely afternoon

I know she's trying to take my mind off her surgery, but it isn't really working. she'll be going in to hospital tomorrow and i'm dreading it

um what else.... still no sleep, and none of us can remember what (if) we ate yesterday

watched finding dori again today.

that movie is a little bit of a trigger, some of the sceens are really difficult



since we never had a supportive mommy... yeah. it's hard to watch that

really brite today

affecting our mood majorly