So I normally see my T every 1 - 2 weeks. and unexpectedly, I had to cancel my last session.. And so, it is week 3, since I last saw her and I still have one week to go.. In this time, I have tapered off meds, started a new job and am moving house I just want my T. It is always a struggle between sessions, but this longer break has really smashed me. I have no one who I can talk to in a, somewhat open way.. My T is the only one in my life who knows about my depression and related issues.. It's just too dang hard

And I say all this, yet I could never share any of this with T anyway, and come time for me to go see her, it'll all become irrelevant to me.. I never seem to face my issues, just push them, out of sight.,.... I just want my mind to leave me alone

vent = over