I didn't get to hear from tara yesterday, though I knew she was safe.. she spent the afternoon at her voice lessons (she's an exilent singer, you know!)

she emailed me this morning with some lovely piano music attached to the email, and told me she had a nice time at her voice lessons

I know she's trying to distract me from the thoughts of her surgery tomorrow, but it isn't working.

tomorrow for me is going to be hell, knowing that she's their.

I don't remember what (even if) I ate last night, but I don't feel too hungry this morning (so suppose I must have had something)

no sleep again,

today rewatched finding dori
that movie is actually hard to watch (some of the sceens where dori is remembering what her mommy told her), because it reminds me (in a not too nice way,) that my mommy wasn't like that- mine was abusive and horrible.

but it's still a good movie.

very brite today, it's affecting my mood horribly (I need september/ october to hurry up)