"Anyway....it was just a whiny post on the fact that I just thought I would be magically healed...I guess that was me just thinking about my own self, which I shouldn't be doing as I put value on others over myself...."


It's OK to feel overwhelmed from time to time! We all do and we all need to be taken care of from time to time. I found this forum late in my recovery and that means that I do function all right enough, but I have my days and that is OK too. When I need this forum, it is here for me. So it is for all of us. No quick healing, but healing step by step with a setback now and then.

You will find your ways if you don't stop working against your depression.