I totally get how everyone feels, I have friends but all couples I have a home but no spare money. I have just been dumped in the last few weeks by a commitment phobe who treated me terribly but I just can't see a way to get my self esteem back up. I had a breakdown 3 years ago and everytime I feel like I'm getting somewhere I get knocked down again.
Determined to get up this time but the loneliness is all consuming. I really hope I can find my inner peace at some point!
Big hugs to you all!