I soooooo know what you are going through. I'm still looking for my other me.

Oh my friend I hope you find
The self you use to be
Somewhere deep inside it hides
Waiting to be free

Once full of life, love and fun
Now an empty shell
The disease known as depression
Is a living h***

When you find your other me
And feel all whole within
It is my hope above all else
You’ll never be lost again

((((((((((( pinksoil )))))))))))