yeah... im going to find out for sure coming up...

i was just going to post about the bipolar II..
it would be nice if it was... but the medications for bipolar dont help.. thats the problem... i wish it was bipolar so it would be easily manageble...

just because they say its bipolar doesnt make it bipolar right... i mean that would be nice... but the meds dont work...

im sorry... im really depressed again.. missing my friend... crying..

I don't mean to offend anyone, I'm just trying to be Real and Look out for myself and do the right thing for my well being...
I don't want to be treated under a false diagnosis when I could be treated for the proper things and get well.. I've been treated for bipolar for ... 6 years? Tried many medications, followed the doctors orders, although I have had my doubts and researched on my own.. The meds just haven't worked.. From my understanding if you have bipolar, its manageable with medications, mood stabilizers and antipsychotics... but I have also read that Borderlines have a very awful trait with the medications.. Often being treated for bipolar with bipolar medications but not getting better... and thats what I'm experiencing, you know?