Recently, I've discovered that I am very weak. When I make mistakes and fall, I don't stand up and keep going quickly. When criticized or faced with a setback or negativity I don't know how to defend myself, and instead I fall in a state of depression and self-pity and resentment. I don't have the resilience necessary to be a normal person with friends and connections, since it is inevitable to be hurt by others in this imperfect world. My social isolation is my shell for my fragile self, because I am crushed easily.