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Old Dec 02, 2007, 10:42 PM
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also known as, "so what's next?" or "now what?" or as my T put it, "so what else is there that you want me to help you work on in your life."

why is this a dreaded question...because I DON'T KNOW!!!

it means that in her eyes, she has done all she can for me, and she is now asking me what i feel needs work. For me, all i feel we accomplished is that i've fallen completely in love with her (in a totally straight way) and i never want our relationship to end. So, this brings me to my recurrent issue of KEEPING MYSELF SICK! i've done it so much throughout the years. It means if i get better, therapy will be over, and i don't want it to end! But if we have nothing to talk about anymore, then i need to think of stuff to talk about! I'm not saying im completely healthy and theres no reason for me to be in therapy, because i don't think any of my issues have been solved yet. But i feel as if we are at a point now where we need something concrete to be working on, and i haven't the slightest clue! I'm afraid if i can't come up with something she will think i don't need her anymore...and thats so not true...i need her more than anyone. GAH!
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