I don't think that you're weak. I think society's standards of strength are warped.

Just because you aren't wired like everybody else doesn't make you a weakling or failure. It simply means you aren't wired to be just another measly sheep in society.

So what if you can't be a "normal" person who works 40 hours a week at some dead end job, connect to other people doing the same repetitive grind, or have the so called "resilience" to deal with other people's criticism which is a tool the so called "authority figures" that I refer as overseers use to make modern day "slaves" submit to their will.

If anybody is weak, it's the "normies" as I call them who submit to such a lifestyle and act like they're fine when they are the ones who are true sufferers of mental illness rather than us. They are the ones content on being ordered around their whole life like a bunch of slaves, letting the mainstream media's propaganda dictate what they buy, how they think, or what they do, give in to materialism by letting the media and the big corporations tell them that buying a bunch of material crap would bring them happiness, and follow the herd rather than follow their own passions. That is why I refer to the masses as "sheeple".

They are weak and ill. You are not.

If anything, people like us are more evolved than the so called "masses".