I'm happy and yet so overwhelmed. It's my first, I have history of depression and anxiety. Hoping I'll be ok, am being looked after by antenatal mental health team. Midwife is chasing up appointment.

Things are tough right now, my husband and I are back and forth to court to try and get access to my stepdaughter, I'm finishing my masters degree and am due to start my 10,000 word dissertation and I have vaginismus and vulvodynia which is pain in the vulva so am worried about the birth! It's only early days yet though. Money is short and a lot of it has gone on solicitors and courts.

Hoping and praying I can get through this