i want to say sorry for my chaotic behavior, i know ive been acting strange and i dont know why, im in a triggered state because i lost the only friend i ever had in my entire life and feel like i'll never see her again and that it means i'll never be able to make friends again so it feels like the end of the world to me in a way... so i just want to say sorry and that im going to go away for a while.. just keep me in your thoughts and hope or pray the best for me if you will because im a good person that is going through hell... ive been crying for the past week and havent been able to eat so im sure im having physical effects as well... its literally killing me that she left me the way she did...