i did this chaotic behavior with her and she didnt stand for it and left and blocked me everywhere and deleted me on facebooks and her phones and i cant get in touch with her and she isnt coming to my house and i dont wanna just stalk her and be like hey why you doing this... now im really hurting....

i dunno whats happening too me.. im dieing.. falling apart... im losing it or something...

i feel like im going to explode.. or implode.. like everything is gonna fall apart... i dunno how to explane it...