Hi, I have Bipolar. It used to be 2 but now its 1. This is my 2nd week out of the hospital. I tried to "off" myself in early April. I don't know why. I know I wasn't getting along with anyone. I was sick with a virus and I didn't feel like anyone was listening to me. I don't have a lot of memory from before the attempt. Its like someone else was doing the things that my husband tells me I did. Sometimes I'll remember a "tidbit" but its been a week since I've had any new memories. I know I had psychosis. Is this typical of bp1? I'm on Lithium now. I don't like it but I guess I've already been on the gamet plus had ECT back in late September early October. What do I do now????