This one the hardest thing if diagnose DID to separate the external world stressor. I see why we are all of different mindset different interest various needs. I see why the guilt ridden can be such a huge issue for us. This inevitable aspects make us loners let alone someone or something hurting us adding to our pain. I would say you don't owe anyone this work could happen on our own. I'm not saying don't be relational keeping a few strong souls beside ya, what I'm saying is try to free yourself from those at the end of the day are losing out. I firmly believe we all are interesting people even with this that make use different. If it is worth saving go for it.