I know you did not say you hate everyone, my warning was to be careful not to fall into that mental trap, including hating self. Sometimes we can without realizing it talk ourselves into feeling things that are not helpful at all. I know that because I have been in some bad places myself, very confused and emotionally overwhelmed and all my boundaries were invaded. Sometimes even the ones we need to be there for us let us down too, so it's important to keep reaching out because we cannot also let ourselves down.