Thank you all for your time. Means a lot to me❤.
You don't even know me, still you provide support. #thereshopeforthisplanet.

He acts like he needs space and says it's not that he's doubting us.

I think the first hormone filled months are behind us. As compared to three months ago I'd say he's more stressed. But the intimacy is still there.

I need space from ambivalent expressions. Had enough of that in previous relationships. Talked to him and asked him to be more specific when he's feeling low/in need of space, instead of just saying "I feel weird" or "I don't know what's wrong". He knew this time as often. He says he feels stressed about his professional life and that he's not having so much fun because university takes all his time (and money).

I would've taken one of those jobs for the money, sure. But I wasn't exited about them. I feel bad as I worry he want his old life back, the life he had before me. Less planning and pressure being single. No one you gotta ask before making plans.