Dear Dr. S, no I am not going to email you today. I can do this, it is only 4 days. I can make it. I know I can email you. The only reason for me to email you right now is because I am feeling the love and thinking of you. I'm starting to either settle with this concept of your vacation or I'm to a place of ignoring it is going to happen. I think it is settle/accept. so hey only 24 hours to calming. We do still need to talk about it. Love me