I hear ya! About four or five years ago, a so called friend told me in an email, have a nice life, don't contact me anymore. All I did was try to be real with her. I was just explaining how I feel about my life. Never mentioned suicide. After I got her email, and I called her wanting to know where did this come from and why. All she said was I am afraid your going to kill yourself. And that was it. I was shocked. I never got to explain myself. I was deeply and extremely hurt, and when I am reminded of her it still hurts just as deep. DID and BPD don't seem to mix well. Right now I am scared T is going to leave me. Though all that has happened is went from 2 times a week to 1.

I am have the same too. suicide Thought or even self harm