I understand not wanting to hear voicemail. I feel the same way.
However, sooner or later, I have to force myself. (mine is full of medical info. of which I am very tired right now.) Until I clear out the voicemail box, I am setting myself up for more disorganization.

I hope you can find the courage to clear out your voicemail soon.
It's in your best interest, since you are awaiting word on services.

It can be triggering, I know.


WC