Not a lyrical song but a soundtrack from one of my games that I play.

Start at 13:09 for the real epicness.

Some epic battle music that sounds very similar to the soundtrack "Requiem for a dream" with an Oriental twist to it that conveys my life as I see it; an epic, yet elegant struggle for my survival. Every morning when I wake up I see myself as preparing for a life or death struggle as I fight for my place in this world.

Life is my war and death is my solace.