I have this feeling that I am inferior to everybody else, and that I am a failure in everything I do. I know I am not completely a failure, but I feel I am. I find this thought to be a powerful source of discouragement and frustration. I get glimpses of feeling powerful and capable, but soon after I return to the state where I feel I am so not. I imagine that if I do anything I will fail miserably, which cripples me from doing it.
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