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Old Apr 28, 2017, 02:10 PM
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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14 View Post
This may sound weird, but I'll say it anyway.

I don't really "see" them, but I can "feel see" them. I can't explain it because I don't have the words. It's more like a "knowing" of them and there is an image there that I can't really see. I feel it more than visually seeing it.

That may not make any sense at all. I almost deleted it, but it may make sense to someone else that "sees" this way.
yes that makes perfect sense and what my system was like. those I had co consciousness with it was not a visually seeing them in my mind. it was just a "knowing" that they were there. then later on after I knew more about the alters I could, while using my normal imagination skills, form a mental image of them based on what i knew about them....

example Rainy disclosed she had light brown hair, round face, wearing a sunflower dress I found a photograph of me at her age and it resembled what she was telling my treatment provider and I. after that I was able to use my.......imagination... to form a mental picture of what she looked like. just like someone can imagine what a piece of fruit they recently ate, looks like in their mind.

but with out Rainy describing herself and with out using my normal imagination skills I could not "see" her. it was just a "knowing" that she was there.
Thanks for this!
Solnutty, TrailRunner14