Where to begin? Where to begin? See that's the thing I don't even know how to express how I'm feeling. The only thing I do know is that I feel lost. I am 18 and am currently taking a science degree in University (yayy). My grades have recently taken a turn for the worse.... and I am so stressed because of this. I have gone in for extra help, extra work and tutoring all in the effort to bring my GPA back up to where it was before but nothing is working. My professors are of no help and have told me that they could careless about my situation. They don't understand that I NEED to do better not only that I WANT to do better. Its not like I have another option if I don't bump up my GPA I may as well drop out and kiss my future goodbye. To make matters worse I have tried to talk to my parents but with them being so behind the times they don't understand the massive amount of stress this is causing for me! my depression has made an unwelcome return and I don't know what to do. Despite my efforts nothing is working and believe me I am trying so hard to make light of this situation but I have just become to exhausted that my optimism is running on empty. My life has no direction and for someone who is driven by structure and consistency I am terrified. I do understand that there is more to life than school but at the same time my life will be nothing if I don't complete my education. Sorry for rambling on I just needed to get this off my chest!