Well I totally ****ed up last night. I don't remember much but first I was drinking and somehow my friend ended up coming over In the middle of the nigh... with a drug I swore I'd never ever touch. Well I effed that promise up. And for some reason I got in the shower fully clothed?? Wtf did I do last night?? I HAVE to quit drinking NOW. I spent all night and all morning throwing up into a trash bin next to my bed. I feel horrible physically and mentally. My bf was mad. I don't blame him. If I were him I'd of dumped my sorry ***.